I should have died in July, but I’m still here. Why?
Chong here.
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→ 0 notes ♥ 14 Dec 11 at 8pm
“We can’t see eachother anymore in public…”
Is it that I’m embarrassing? Do people tease you about me?
I really wanted to ask him these questions today after he said those words to me. He made it sound as if we were together, as if we were dating. I don’t know if I even want to be friends with him anymore.
“I promise my ex that I would get back with her junior year, so I’m sorry but she gets jealous really easily…”
At first, I was sad, really sad that I lost my best friend to some girl. We were going to spend my birthday together this weekend and now everything’s ruined, by this one girl.
He promised a girl to get back with her in 2 years… Are you fucking kidding me…Who does that?
I told him, “You shouldn’t get back with her just because you feel bad for her. You need to think about how you feel instead of how others feel for a change.”
He didn’t listen. He kept trying to apologize to me. There isn’t anything he needs to apologize for. He made his decision. It’s done.
I just have to accept the fact that whatever there was between us is gone now.
→ 0 notes ♥ 07 Nov 11 at 5pm
“You mean slit my wrists? HAHAHAHA”
It’s not something to laugh about.
After my friend made this comment, I showed him my wrists. I didn’t show him to get sympathy or pity but to show him that people cutting themselves isn’t a joke and in fact, it’s a very real thing.
Instead of receiving sympathy or pity, which I said before I was not looking for either of those, I got a completely different response.
“Cynthia, are you crazy? Hahaha”
I could not tell if he was not taking it seriously or if he was trying to brighten up the conversation, but his comment definitely did not brighten up my mood. I couldn’t be upset at him though. The original conversation was about his troubles and I didn’t want to make him feel worse.
At least my wrists made him laugh…
→ Notes ♥ 05 Nov 11 at 8pm
WestCo.
I’m currently being watched on my behavior, grades, etc. I feel like I can’t do anything I want anymore. I’m being threatened to be transferred to WCHS which is A LOT worse than the school I currently attend.
Sure, I don’t like my current school but moving to another school isn’t going to solve my problems and I don’t think my mom can see that. As for my dad, he doesn’t care about me anymore. He gave up on me already.
Not to mention that I’m grounded again for lying. Nothing is going my way.
Life blows.
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Sadly, I don’t really miss you…
I just miss the sex
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